So, you've established a part-time Femdom relationship. And you're having fun, and then--
--you're caught at it, or somebody finds your stash of BDSM toys... OMG!
What do you do?
What is the
right thing to do?
In kink, the right to privacy goes both ways
Obviously, you have a right to practice consensual kink in privacy - not to be interrupted, judged or defined by your kink.
However, other people have the right
not to have your kink rubbed in their faces.
Since kink, especially domination and submission, is often intentionally transgressive - i.e. mimics evil - and can
look abusive, your idea of fun can be
triggering for non-consenting witnesses. Perhaps the uptight spinster across the street got that way because she saw her mother raped - it's hardly fair to expose her to your consensual rape play, is it?
Kink is also visceral.
Even people who are kinky themselves don't necessarily want to get flashbacks of your twitching buttocks. That kind of thing can ruin a precious friendship, and put strain on even a close family...
And talking about family, I think offspring - even grown up ones - deserve
not to know what you get up to. Aside from just freaking them out, you may be giving them the sense that what you do for play is actually normal in real life. And if they themselves grow up to be kinky, then it's hardly fair that their first kinky sessions will be marred with visions of their middle aged folks at it! (
Remember that episode of Friends?)
So privacy has to be two-way. That means first and foremost, you shouldn't get caught.
Rule #1 Don't get caught being kinky
Lock the bloody bedroom door! Really. A locked door will never be as embarrassing or traumatic as the kink it hides.The same goes for if you share your living space with friends, relatives or roommates. Also consider the front door to your apartment or house. If a relative has the key, put the snib on before you bring out the whips and chains.
Consider audio privacy. How far does the sound carry? Can you mask it using the right kind of music. If possible run tests. You can always visit neighbors to apologize for the noise of home improvements while your partner makes appropriate sounds in the bedroom.
Finally,
have a secure place for your toys and use it. Pick something that locks, and isn't too obvious. A suitcase is good. A Gothic trunk with "TOY BOX" stenciled on it, less good. Be aware that older relatives like to help with laundry unasked, that visiting children like to hide in closets and rummage in cupboards...
Even if you do all this, be prepared for a privacy fail.
Rule #2 Be prepared
Murphy's Law says what can go wrong, will go wrong. I don't think we need to be quite that pessimistic.
However, things go wrong, routines get interrupted, toys get left lying about, people peek through keyholes.
So, have a response prepared. This will enable you to deal with any discovery right away.
Rule #3 Respond rapidly
People don't like change.
Things that don't fit their view of the world cause
cognitive dissonance, meaning that they will cheerfully lie to themselves, or believe an obvious falsehood just to avoid the discomfort and inconvenience of adjusting their view of reality.
Thus if you act quickly, there's a good chance that somebody who catches you in kinkiness will push away the inconvenient knowledge and do their best to forget about it.
After a while,
they won't even be sure what they remember! Only consider addressing the revelation later if the person is being weird with you.
Of course, this only works if you say something that minimizes the impact in the first place.
Rule #4 Reveal as little as possible
This is a time for damage control, not taking any sort of stand.
Take a breath to consider what they
actually saw, heard or found and then pick an option based on order of desirability:
1. Plausible lie (What kink? There is no kink here!)
If they didn't see you do it, then lie. If they
did see you but are innocent or unsophisticated, then also lie.
Yes,
lie. Honesty would be self-indulgent. The only moral course is to restore that precious two-way privacy we talked about.
The lie only has to be plausible enough so that the discoverer can decide to believe it, or decide to pretend to believe it:
The toy is modern art, was sent as a prank, was left by somebody else, or relates to some non-kinky activity. The costume relates to a fancy dress party. The female clothes in male size result from an Ebay mispurchase. The scourge is a prop from a play. The riding whip is left over from an equestrian holiday. The sounds you heard were me practicing martial arts/pelvic floor exercises/yogic breathing/tickling/a foreign film. Those marks relate to a martial art/DIY accident/animal attack/fall onto barbed wire/skin condition.
2. Partial truth
If you've actually been caught at it, then serve up an explanation that gives away as little as possible and fits the world view of the discoverer.
Deal with what they actually saw, not the drooling fetish feelings that drove that action, nor the D&S relationship wrapped around it.
Make it a one-liner so you can both swiftly change the subject. People will
want to believe the least perverted explanation:
We were just horsing around. It's something the sex therapist suggested. We like to spice things up. It was the result of a bet/practical joke.
3. Go on the offensive
To back up a partial truth, or if the partial truth is unbelievable -
God forbid somebody find out we've converted the Victorian coal bunker into a Medieval dungeon! - then you go on the offensive. You are morally in the right, after all.
Remember, thanks to cognitive dissonance, your discoverer is feeling confused. You need to tell them how to respond to what they are seeing. They will also be feeling vaguely guilty. Let's exploit that.
I suspect the best approach is to go on the offensive in a way that assumes what you are doing is normal...
What do you expect if you violate somebody's privacy? That box was private! Didn't anybody teach you to knock? What are you doing in here? This is our bedroom! That chest was closed for a reason.
...but if you can, balance it out with an injunction or stage direction. For damage control, the best is probably something like:
Let's pretend you didn't see this. This never happened.
However, for marking boundaries and perhaps doing a little aggressive reeducation:
I'm sorry you were shocked. You weren't supposed to find out. However, what we do is consensual and we have every right to do it in private. It's also not that uncommon. Now, can we agree to move on and respect each other's privacy and boundaries.
Best of all, stick to Rule #1
Just thinking about being caught should concentrate your mind on not getting caught!
EDITS:
Good reddit thread developing here. And
here. And
here.
Of course, before you need to worry about this kind of problem, you need to work out how to build a kinky relationship in the first place! When we started out, my wife was vanilla. Use my manuals to help you walk the same Femdom path! There's one for him, and one for her.
